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Sais pas moi, peut-être ‹‹ sans le point››

Il fait beau en ce moment-là, en ce moment quand il n'avait pas du vent ni de la pluie ni du froid car le soleil brillait la terre sans la presence du neige, du neige qui accompagnait toujours la mort, la mort que je n'oublierais jamais, jamais je voyais la mort avec le soleil, le soleil qui existait dans un petit jardin avec la belle vue, oui la belle vue qui etait completée avec des mots ‹‹ Il fait beau ››

One of my perfect morning ​ˆ⌣ˆ

Ya Allah, Jadikanlah bagiku cahaya di hatiku, cahaya di Kuburku, cahaya di dalam pendengaranku, cahaya dalam pandanganku, cahaya di rambutku, cahaya di kulitku, cahaya di dagingku, cahaya di darahku, cahaya di tulangku, cahaya di hadapanku, cahaya di belakangku, cahaya disebelah kananku, cahaya di sebelah kiriku, cahaya dari atasku, cahaya dari bawahku. Ya Allah, tambahkanlah aku cahaya,berilah aku cahaya, jadikanlah cahaya bagiku, dan jadikanlah aku cahaya

–Doa ketenangan pikiran-

Indikator pelengkap X dan Y

Pertanyaan

1. Mana yang lebih tepat: X >Y, X < Y atau X=Y?

2. Indikator apa yang menjadi penghubung antara X dan Y?

Petunjuk

Ketika X dan Y mulai dihubungkan, akan ada magnet dan simbol untuk melengkapi X dan Y.

Jawaban

Setiap detik, menit dan jam selalu menjadi alarm pengingat waktu, pagi, siang, sore.... Seperti jam weker yang berdering pukul 04.27 di bulan November. Persamaan mulai terbentuk, gambaran akusitik mulai dibunyikan, petanda dimulainya perjalanan menuju tujuan akhir dari konsep suatu penghubung. Sebelum memasuki stasiun pemberhentian, tak jarang X dan Y berhenti, melihat rambu lalu lintas dilarang parkir, menyebabkan X dan Y hanya berjalan disituasi, kondisi dan jalan yang sama. Berputar ditempat yang sama... sama... dan sekali lagi, sama. Menyebabkan konsep yang awalnya sama termakan rakusnya manusia. Membuat X mulai mengurangi itensitas pemakaian jam weker. Y mulai merengek ingin diperhatikan lebih, ingin dimengerti lebih, ingin yang serba lebih. X mulai kembali ke rutinitas sebelum menggunakan jam weker. Sehingga daya tarik magnet dan simbol pelengkap X dan Y, berubah 180’ menjadi keegoisan. Memulai sirine alarm tanda indikator pembeda antara X dan Y dibunyikan

Y mulai ditenggelamkan oleh kalimat S+P+O+K. “Tidak ada yang menjadi sujet pendekat objet agar memiliki pelengkap. Hanya ada kalimat sederhana, S+P+O belum ada keterangan waktu apalagi keterangan tempat. belum bisa membentuk kalimat pelengkap yang lebih complex”

Kesimpulan

Sadar pentingnya keterangan waktu dan tempat belum tentu menjadi jawaban dari indikator penghubung X dan Y. Kedudukannya masih sama, seperti bunga teratai yang tumbuh di danau, tidak ternggelam, apalagi melayang. Ya memang benar, konsep awal yang menjadi penghubung X dan Y terlalu suci untuk diberi tanda titik.

The opinion about my wonderful friends, Part 1

Actually I've long wanted to write an opinion on people who are around me, they are my beautiful friends that makes me like now. Ok first, we started alphabetically

DINDA, my inspiration that i don't want too see

why did i write that? you can see how beautiful she is. And how about her character? very nice, she's smart, have a beautiful voice and got a perfect fiance. How good her destiny!!

she is my inspiration but i don't want to see it

why? because when i see her, i want to imagine like her. but it's too high to imagine, right? that's why i don't want to see the dream of being her.

ok lets talk about her influence in my life. well she taught me to mirror again about my religion ; prayers, charity, sincerity and surrender to God about mate. Maybe she doesn't teach directly but i could capture that lesson when she saw her life. Like my sister, she gave me a question "why i always look happy like person who don't have a problem?" and i said, "well it's not at all right, i have some bad qualities "penyakit hati" and for me it's a big problem. just it? of course not. In my heart, i said, i like jealous with you. And i don't like that attitude. seriously. but now i can handle it. insyaallah :)

It's so hard to admire someone, there would be jealousy, right? but overall, i really love her. she is very concern with her friends. Sometimes, she sends me a message, just to ask "what i'm doing" or say strange things. But now she's in kkn and her phone is damaged. Because of that i began to miss her message. Hope we'll meet soon and always have a good relation dear :)

Ok let's talk about my old friend, DIE-DIE

This is the moment of die2's birhday, when me and my friend vivi, gave her a cup cake and a little gift. Although now we life in different city but we still have a good relation. Sometimes we meet once a month. And if between us are celebrating a birthday, we always give a little surprise.

Die2 is my friend since junior high school. we have the same character, we like crying if there's something wrong and have the same ex boy friend, so funny!! Since we have some class in the school. we begin to know each other, she taught me to not picky friends, learn to give each other, helping others and forgive each other. Die2 that i know is simple and candid. and i really love her so much :)

One thing i wanted to correction if she read this post,

"DO SOMETHING, DON'T JUST WAIT FOR SILENCE OF THE OTHER ACTIONS "

Even though finally it was completed, God would still have a wonderful scenario for you hon peace :)

Now we move to the alphabet E for EDITHA

She always says what she likes and what she doesn't like. Verry honest, right? sometimes we have a little problem but we don't know what the problem is. we still to make a guess with the situation. And she said, i'm like a sensitive baby, hhe maybe it's right kun.

Our character are very different, maybe that's why sometimes we fight in the silence. she always showed when she didn't like the situation. but me, maybe a little hypocritical. I prefer silence and avoidance. she's very optimistic and me, ok sometimes like a pessimist person. That's why she always reminds me to be optimistic in every situation.

If Dinda gave me the influence of religion, Editha gave me an influence in the career. seriously, such as when she makes me a chairman in an organization, although there's a little argument but our show is success. she who gave me the link to pursue my dreams of teaching. Every opportunity, she always remind me to give my CV. that's editha " A little girl with a million dreams"

Ok, now someone who always asks about my opinion of him, KEKEN

well he's nice but verry unstabile person. if he has a problem like "skripsi", he turned into a very unfriendly. but if he was normal, he impressed me with his thoughts about God, life and ok politics. it's so different with me. i'm not a critical person about politics and government. He loved to discuss government issues. and to be honest i get bored if we discuss it. sorry for it :)

we rarely meet, it's so miracle if we can meet. so we only communicate via yahoo messenger, phone or sms. I know today there is skype, but don't ask me to skype again. very annoying when he was invited to skype but suddenly he disappeared. ok please to keep ur promise!! well move on, he taught me to give charity. i think he's very generous when there are people who need his help to lend some money, and he never ask to return it again. Beside that, he taught me to understand about the justice of God. Very nice right?

For me he's a nice friend who showed a good way so i don't need a barrier that people always ask me because, it could destroy the good relation. understood?

And next? well not now, I will continue in the next section, au revoir :)